work blahs

yet again, i wish i were not here, forcing myself to work on things that are not currently fascinating, when there is so much else i could be doing, productive stuff, too (grocery shopping, cooking, writing (the paper journal calls my name today) seem to be the most imperative right now, but i'm sure there's other things that would appear if i weren't here.)

time management

i'm not juggling time well; too many creative projects that come to mind never make it out of my brain. afraid it won't be as good in reality as i imagine it? concerned it'll take x times as many hours as i'd planned? or easier to take the plans that come my way than to get myself to work in new media? or not wanting to invest in (expensive) tools that may end up being used only once? probably all of the above.

babies babies babies

just got off the phone with a pregnant friend... she's likely to be a mom in the next week, if the medical people have their way. apparently her baby will be rather large.... (ouch).

and a coworker had a baby on the 25th. and a potluck person had a baby on the 28th. and an old friend had a baby on the 14th. and there are still many pregnant friends to go...