whine

[magid]

i hate not being able to drive.
i hate not being able to bike. i send jealous glances at all those carefree people out for a ride...
i hate not being able to create things (pysanky, etc).
i hate having to think about how to do certain motions before i do them.
i hate not being able to shuffle cards.
i hate having to be careful.
i hate having to spend so much time and attention on working towards what i should be able to do already, dammit!
i hate that this is whiny post is all i could think about when i woke up too early and couldn't get back to sleep.
i hate having to ask so much of my friends. i am so much more comfortable the other way round...